About My Love

When,
I'm lonely,
just look at the sky, looking at the star,
sometimes its twinkling so peacefully and it can ease my pain.

but,
some other time there's nothing at the sky,
I try so hard to find something, nothing I get
no stars, no moon, or even a cloud
just an empty sky and darkness I found

maybe,
it's my destiny to heal my wound by my self
the wound caused by thinking of you

even,
it is so painfull,
I can't stop thinking of
no matter how hurt it is,
I never stop thinking of you

(dedicated for my first love, some who I can't forget for all the time)